One of the most important pages to me would be page 186. It's one of the pages that holds journal entries that Jaycee would write in secret about anything that was on her mind. This page holds a very sorrowful tone, along with a very questioning tone. Jaycee also gives off a tone of loneliness, as if she has no one and nothing to live for. As if she is beginning to question whether or not life would be better if she hadn't been taken.